Que sera sera

Embarking on another life, a working life, is scary for me. Come to think about it, you hold sole responsibility of your tasks. No one to share or take the blame. It is definitely not like internship I experienced last year.

These questions arise from my thoughts as I strolled worriedly at MMU's Career Fair 2009: coulda, woulda, shoulda.

1. Could I land a job?
2. And if I landed a job, would I accept it?
3. Should I accept it based on my interests in that job or just for the sake of owning a stable income?

I can say, this is so much like choosing a partner in life. But back to the issue at hand, I would be grateful if I could get a job in the wake of global recession. Females prefer to play safe. Get a job which promises steady salary. Find a partner that would provide her everything else that she could not (from monetary gains to happiness). But that was last time. Now, on the contrary, women prefer to be independent, which definitely screams ME. And when I say that, it means I will accept the challenges of achieving my goals, the obstacles to achieve my goals, the fear of failing to achieve my/company goals, the risks of uncertainties, and the gender competition.

Of course, with given time and experience, I could achieve all that. But time and experience are not the only factors that could guarantee success. The determination to excel, the will to push myself, and with the right opportunities, an optimal goal could be achieved.

Above all, no matter how strong you are, men and women, fear is still a number one factor. Emotion can take over anything.

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Career Fair is organised with Consumer Fair as well. So commerce businesses such as BodyShop, Air Asia, etc. participated in the event. For so long, I wanted my Lavender Body Mist from BodyShop but I was told that they stopped its production cause it is an old product. How can a product gets old when it is something that consumers adore?! *grrrr* I had no choice but to try a different scent. And my pick is Cassis Rose. It has this very sweet rosy smell. So, next time this scent comes into your nostrils, you'd know it is ME. Hahaha..

With my free 'Graduan 2009' book

In another ocassion, I found an aged van near Pantai Hospital. I am unable to detect what species it is. Might be Ford, but I'm not too sure. Pop the hood mister. (Taken with my Z610i)

When my brother went to Sepang International Circuit last 2 weeks to book the circuit for vehicles drive tests, he stopped at the souvenir shop and bought some stuff. He bought himself a polo shirt and a lanyard. Being the thoughtful brother that he is, he bought his lovely sister a polo shirt and a lanyard as well. Cost of the shirt? close to RM70 and Rm10 for the lanyard. Geez!

My brother said that the shirts are all small in sizes.  So, he picked 'L' for me, which is for major cuts, is not my size.  But this suits me perfectly well. Love it! Thank you Ko! =D

It sure is.

With racing stripes

Cheers.